Christmas 2011 was held here in Idaho Falls. My whole family came up. Christmas has been really hard this year and I am just wanting it to be over. Despite my feelings the kids had smiles on their faces and had a great Christmas. Our family was so blessed by service from others. After church we went to visit Nate and put letters into his mail box for his Christmas gifts.
Today, to help with my feelings of sadness and heart break, I would count all my many blessings and it seemed to help. I am so proud of Nate and always have been. I pray that he can watch all these special moments with our children and see their faces. Our family is so blessed and I am so grateful I know that Nate and I are sealed and will see each other again. What a great day that will be to hug and kiss him again. I can't wait for that day.